Does not go away. Yesterday was the 19th anniversary since I lost my grandma (cookie), it’s really not getting easier as time passes.

Then I have what’s going on with my uncle, who is dying. I am grieving so hard, and he’s not even gone yet. I’m mad at the world right now. My uncle is the closest ally I have in my family and it just hurts so much.

I’ll try to write more later, but no promises. My life is a wreck right now and it’s hard sometimes to do the simplest things.


  1. Kiana says:

    Everyone grief differently and it’s not easy I’m sorry your hurting my friend life is so hard especially when you dont know when you will have to bury a love one

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    1. Thank you. Having you in my life helps

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  2. Allison says:

    So sorry you are suffering.

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    1. Thanks. That means a lot!

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