Does not go away. Yesterday was the 19th anniversary since I lost my grandma (cookie), it’s really not getting easier as time passes.
Then I have what’s going on with my uncle, who is dying. I am grieving so hard, and he’s not even gone yet. I’m mad at the world right now. My uncle is the closest ally I have in my family and it just hurts so much.
I’ll try to write more later, but no promises. My life is a wreck right now and it’s hard sometimes to do the simplest things.